She walks the stage Behind the curtain A memory flash The first time she stood there The shaking The sickliness The dampness that beaded Remembering every discomfort and every fear She wanted to run and give up on it Fear of the masses engulfing Their animosity Their doubt and their disbelief. Wafted to her from … Continue reading Shadows and The Breath →

Maybe not all of these are how you feel, maybe not yet, maybe you already feel all of them. Narcissistic abuse is real. Love does not ask you to give anything of your authentic self up. It encourages you to be greater and better, it doesn't fear you. It doesn't fear your happiness or your … Continue reading The Victim of the Narcissist-The voice within. →

https://youtu.be/2DLnhdnSUVs A gentle rain softly coats the earth Steady Not a breath of wind The grass and the flowers lift their heads to drink it in You can almost see them stand taller lifting stems higher If they had feet you could imagine them standing on their tippy toes like thousands of little ballerina's standing … Continue reading The Thirst →

No trumpets were blown this day.... The ladies of the house whispered excitedly to each other The house maidens slowed their work pretending to be busy polishing the already gleaming silver They set themselves diligently to sweep the already spotless floors with a quietness that betrayed their normal character Extra care was taken to clean … Continue reading The Wind and the Chaff Part 1 →

https://youtu.be/Tv3W-X3pEUk Death sits calmly by the side of the suffering The emaciated and the weary He waits patiently. Never looking at the clock or stirring impatiently He does not tap his foot Or groan as he waits upon us He arrives beside us exactly on time He does not blow a trumpet or sound a … Continue reading Death, His Love and the Hope →

"Roll out the red carpet!" "Prepare Ye the way for the Royal Pair" announces the Paige. As they awkwardly and a little uncomfortably walk down it, in squeaky new shoes and crowns that slip occasionally from their heads The Royal Joker interrupts the procession as he jumps over the royal carpet and yells to the … Continue reading “I am not Worthy!” →

Nothing can alter Deter Block Delay Or Corrupt When I get the chance......which will still bring with it it's own challenges But with Divine intervention and guidance from Spirit We will overcome And no matter how long Or what happens I cannot remove myself No matter how hard I have tried (and believe me...I have … Continue reading The Greatest Love →

For the Innocent, who are nearly ready to give up. Do not give up. I have hope for you. Do not despair although I know you must grieve. Let me encourage you to feel hope and imagine yourself happy, loved, peaceful and abundant. That is how it starts. Dream it into being then work on … Continue reading The Great Judgement →

(In gratitude to Michelle the only person who showed me actual belief. Your belief shook me...and still brings me to tears, thank you.) Independence and Empowerment Learning 'how to learn' is the first and most essential step Overcoming and winning are the keys and the foundation to a successful life, and a feeling you must … Continue reading The Importance of Feeling Safe →