Channeled Messages For All -Behind The Veil- Twin Flames
This site has certainly evolved since I started it, and so have I. It's been a very emotional, spiritual journey and a deep awakening. I've been healing as I've been blogging. My wounds, my battles, my wins, my hopes and my learnings are raw and for the world to see.
What I thought I knew....I didn't
What I thought this was about....it wasn't.
I thought I was just writing poetry, and although there is a poetic language and some structure to it.....I have had to accept, it is more than that.
I come from a very conservative Christian background and it's quite obvious. I reference biblical themes, images and language regularly because of that background, it's simply part of my history. But I have now accepted that I no longer belong in that box. I had to break the box in order to expand. There is great wisdom in the biblical parables and stories, so I haven't thrown the baby out with the bathwater (try not to judge me for it, I realise for many of you, this will trigger a shut down response hurt and sometimes anger some will just find themselves dismissing it entirely- glazing over, trust me I get it! lol, but they are necessary, try and push through). There is also many Tarot references. Even before I started playing with Tarot, I can see many Tarot card characters and themes, that appeared way before I was willing to open myself up to that World. (It was a destiny, I was meant to pursue, although I fought it off for a long time due to my previous indoctrinations).
Like many writers, it is as much a therapy for me as it is for you, (I'm still healing as well) Often when i'm writing, I don't fully understand the message until I read it back. The scene that I was describing is often completely different than what I am seeing in my minds eye. I noticed I was consistently creating mini stories with parabolic messages. I promise you this was never a conscious act. As I've progressed, and opened myself up to the spiritual realm, I was also getting messages everywhere telling me to be a clear channel. At this time Sept 2020, I can see very clearly, that although it's my language and imagery, the messages are channeled from Spirit. It still shocks me. When I receive inspiration, it often comes through a strong feeling or I see clear images and scenes, usually like short movie scenes. I simply go about describing what I see, and what I hear. Sometimes, when I read it back, I realise what I wrote was nothing like the scene that I saw. In other words, the actual message is often hidden from me. So when I read it back, I am often shocked and amazed, at what I am reading. A lot of what I write is really intense, it's emotionally intense. I'd describe it as a truth Tsunami. My advice is to allow yourself to respond emotionally. If you feel fear- then fear needs to be released, if you feel hurt or anger, then hurt and anger needs to be released and a truth about something is needing to be revealed. Keep a journal, release and express how you feel. Find a safe place to do so.
Sometimes there is a prophetic element as well. There are warnings of things to come, to prepare you. There is guidance on how to overcome. There are descriptions of society and our relationships. There are descriptions of how you might be perceiving and relating to yourself.
But the overarching theme is encouragement to rise above, to heal, to manifest, and to seek truth which leads to true love. The only way to do so, is to see, accept and to live in truth. No matter how painful. I believe it is the root of true happiness. It is a happiness and contentment and confidence that no person can steal. It's place you cannot be shaken from, because it aligns with the true self or the authentic self. It's a call to return to this state, by removing the false ego.
This is my deepest wish for all, to know and experience true love. Starting from within you first. Because how you feel is what you shall receive. So heal from the pains and the traumas that have happened to you. I hope you open yourself up to this journey. It's painful, deeply challenging, but so important in fact I'd be so bold as to say fundamental to your happiness.
I wish you courage and my love for you is absolute. Your happiness is deeply important to me and I want you to know how worthy you are of it.
How it works.
Let yourself be drawn to the the menu and whatever pops out to you is where you are being guided to pay attention to in your life. It could be an answer to a question you didn't know you had, you may receive warnings or you are being given insights into what is actually happening around you, as opposed to what you think or hope is happening around you. Remember, seek professional help, counselling etc if you feel overwhelmed, suicidal, are self harming or suffering addictions etc. What ever you need to do, please seek the help you need- anything that helps you heal so you can find your happiness, take that first step- you are worth it.
All my love and hope for you and your happiness.
Original Profile Notation About Me
I am a novice writer, I am interested in creating a site to make public my work and see what happens.
I hope to inspire and be inspired.
I do not have a genre (yet).
My goal is to write daily. I wish only to let the wind take me where it wills.
I wander around the grounds of palaces and scuttle through the alley’s and the gutters of the shanty towns
I am seen on every corner and on every stage
Thousands remember my face my charm my talent
I am flocked by the masses…..
But in the quiet and the silence at beginning or the end of the show
No once see’s who really sits behind the mask of the performer as he sadly wishes for a single one to love him when he sits there alone, silent and invisible in the darkened wings of the stage and before he emerges from the dressing room.
In case you can’t read my terrible writing and poor spelling lol….
Change is in the wind
As I stand in the Court of the Masses
As slander and graffiti are written on me from my head to my toe
I stand as the wretched
As I am raised by ropes that elevate me above their heads
To sway gently in the breeze and the hot breath of those who hate without cause and without reason.
But the rains come and it falls on everyone who stands in the open Court
As it washes me clean, so that I am seen more beautiful and higher than any person with hate in their heart ever imagined.
And my eyes can see the dawning of light from that hight, whilst shadows are cast by the masses, that slowly dissipate, as they too see the dawn coming…..and the light also
I had a conversation with my cousin on the 30th January this year (2021 for future readers), It was a deeply significant conversation for me. It will mark the beginning of change for me. It is hard for me to explain some of the things that have happened in my past. I literally can’t speak it. My throat closes and I cannot talk.
The conversation was the first and only acknowledgement of the injustice that I received from within my family, by a family member.
I will never forget that he did that.
As we were talking, I started painting (it’s been years since I have), this is what I painted.
It is unfinished, the foetus is still forming, I visualised other images to place in it at the time. But this was the end of what I was meant to do on it for now.
Today the same cousin posted the word ‘Justice’ on his FB page. It wasn’t about me. But, suddenly more messages and images came flooding in, along with the memory of this image.
A Brooke Fraser song came on my iTunes at random, Flags, (I hope you take the time to listen to it) and the story started to become clearer.
Sometimes the path to justice is about screaming and pushing back against injustice. Sometimes it’s patiently waiting for others around you to see the truth on their own, in their own time. We have to release those we love, to let Spirit guide them to it. Either way, Justice is here.
I keep seeing a dry riverbed with a trickle of water, that quickly becomes a very fast and and massive volume of water that arrives in a sudden almost violent wave.
Water is finally here for the thirsty.
Get ready to drink.
The day I posted this, after I had posted it, I went to my local hardware store (Bunnings Australia…my favourite place), on returning, I caught my neighbour doing something that has created tension between us. I confronted him directly, to his face EVERYTHING that he has done!!
This is not what I would have normally done. But I realised that this was a lesson that Spirit has been trying to teach me many many times. In the past I really suffered with a closed throat Chakra. I was never able to speak up at the right time, I’d go blank, I couldn’t think straight and I couldn’t defend myself in the moment. The things I should have said would come to me about 2 days later, and I would be so upset and mad that I didn’t say it. The moment would pass and I would be left feeling powerless and trapped in unjust situations.
Yesterday afternoon, I finally had a win. This mature big family man resorted to a childish tactic by saying to me…“I can’t hear you, can you speak up.”, repetitively whilst looking at me and smiling, he could very clearly hear me and was trying to throw me off. I suddenly realised that I had been given the upper hand and I took the opportunity to say everything I had wanted to say.. (in the past I wouldn’t have dared do so), he had literally just given me the floor, he had to stay silent so he didn’t look like he was faking it, so I sat on the ground whilst he continued doing what he was doing, and I said everything.
I am not an aggressive person. But one of the cycles that Spirit keeps bringing me, is about standing up for myself, owning my space, owning my rights, and not only standing my ground but also learning to push back when it is needed. To openly challenge when challenged. Not caving when others use intimidation tactics and manipulations against me.
Afterwards, he simply walked away without a word, and I went inside and of course meditated on what had happened and I received a heap of positive affirming statements.
Sometimes we have to bring the justice. We are the justice. We are the Judges. We are the court.
We have to play every role in order to see with wisdom and empathy.
Although, I was confronting and I felt in that moment, that I was the aggressor, the words needed to be said, the impact needed to be made. I detest having to do this, I would prefer other more passive and kinder alternatives, but sometimes after you’ve exhausted those alternatives, you are left with no other choice. Stamping your foot and raising your voice cannot not be avoided.
We can be Victims that remain in a Victim cycle or we can be Victims who learn and stop those toxic cycles, so we can be true to who we are and what our purpose is.
Who are you and what is your purpose?
What keeps on happening to you to prevent you from standing in your authenticity and the work that you really want to do…are meant to do?