I wake
But not as one from slumber
Nay
Into the dark I descend
And led by the moon as one who has waited upon her.
Waited for her.
Blinded by the the heat of the sun.
I awake to the coolness of her touch.
She ascends with wisdom.
A blazing cold light.
I watch her rise.
Chilled yet awed.
Because the darkness has caused her to be seen like never before.
The darkness worships her as she ascends.
Heavenly
Untouchable.
Astonishing.
She alone can remind the earth that the dawn and the warmth of the sun are not too far.
A time for rest is upon you.
The dark is yours to explore.
Under her light she gently whispers….
“Striving is for tomorrow.
Rest and reflection is for tonight.”
Little Wren 
Oh to sit on a porch with you in the moonlight.
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Maybe you can help me out. Ask Spirit on my behalf why every time I am ready to start something or do something, something else happens and I am not able to do it. Why? Help please🧐
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…and oh that you’d stop messaging me whilst you with another woman! … the ick…
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Desire is my sin.
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As in desire is problematic for..?
My problem is that I have all of these desires that get smashed down every time time I enact upon them.
What I want to know is, do you continually suppress all your desires or do you always act upon them?
what are the desires?
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Problematic for peace.
And, I always suppress..
To relish in the world we live in comes consequences.
Desires include sexual connection without confliction, to live in a shack/boat by the water with no governmental interference, utterly experiencing the progression through time that we call life, significant and genuine connection, meaningful communication. I’m certain there are many more but just for now.
In regards to your desires, perhaps misreading, timing or desperation is the issue x
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Nope. I just want to be freed. I am literally creating a world where I am free and safe to express my desires. I’m not compromising for anyone anymore. Anyone who can’t get on board, I’m very happy to move on from. In that regards I feel great!! But basic stuff …action and energy is so god damn slow. The physical world – money. Planning and execution runs from me like it can’t get away fast enough. But that’s exactly what I want and I need it.
I feel like you still just don’t get it…or you just don’t want to get it.
I wish you’d stop suppressing.
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