Feeling fuller than ever before "At last!" she groans ..with a cheeky smile I have drunk on the wine from the only cup I had ever desired She drank thirstly She was surprised at how satisfied she finally felt It was the only thing she had ever wanted Weights immediately lifted from her And she … Continue reading Dancing Shoes →

Today I had to concede my issue with my own perfectionism and it's root cause. The root cause of my perfectionism is fear. Fear of humiliation. Fear of rejection Fear of abandonment Any kind of mistake or error made by myself, immediately has filled me with these overwhelming feelings I immediately check, recheck my actions … Continue reading Perfectionism (a personal note) →

I stand on a mountain with my chest puffed out I stand as a heroine as a Queen and an untouchable thing I hold my nose in the air as I smell the stench of other peoples offenses fearing them avoiding them refusing to even look at them .....even hating them I hold my nose … Continue reading Death of the Ego →

Holding a hand up in a fist Kneeling as a knight before an enemy Defiance Loyalty Determination Bowing of the head and closing of the eyes Sweat dripping down the brow As shoulders heave with every aching breath The body is weak but the mind is strong Holding vision with inner strength A shaking fist … Continue reading The Strength and the Knowing →

I wrote earlier about towers and appreciating these powerful destructive situations and the crazy new paths that open up to us when they occur. We are forced to walk down these paths by Spirit ultimately for our highest good. We do not take these paths because we want to. We feel overwhelmed, anxious, fearful at … Continue reading Listening And The Joy Of The Universe →

Let me wrap you a gift Carefully Lovingly Whispering magical blessings and hopes and caresses as my energy fills you with delight I will smile with joy as you open it wrecklessly with total abandon and eagerness Today is to honor yourself - pay yourself homage for your light and your own presence From dawn … Continue reading The Present →

Spirit speaks.... "Build your life upon a firm foundation..... (Sunday School songs immediately spring to my mind.."The wise man built his house upon the rock..." but who or what is the rock? I ask) "It is you", Spirit says, "This is how...speak these words to yourself now." I build upon myself as the only foundation … Continue reading A Firm Foundation →

Living the high life and drowning in luxuries Adornments, that crown the ego When living in high towers with expansive views, make us feel powerful and above ...because you are...above? When coming down into the masses feels dirty and offensive Do you remember once upon a time, when you felt excitement at the thought of … Continue reading Towers →