An ordination
A gulf between
I run
I run
I run!
It was meant to be fun
But scurrying and darting about
Is all I offer
…and so much doubt
I sleep with one eye open
Watching the shadows
As dark hands lie beneath my bed
I long for you and the light instead.
I carry this burden and dream of my youth
I wish I could manage just one single truth
Little Wren 
The wind is blowing and all I hear is disruption. Beneficial salesman, all I hear is corruption.
Satire.
Funny.
Ha!
Crippled by an unrealistic expectation of devotion.
Respect.
Neglect.
Ha!
How am I still to expect.
To expect better when nothing has changed.
Still holding onto the same dark ominous rage.
32 now, when will you act your age.
When.
When will you n..
Not to worry one of yourselves.
Exhausted.
Needing you to be there for me when you cannot be there for you.
Help us.
Waves are crashing in the storm but you still breathe in the oceans mist.
Letting the tide drift as you drift as all drifts, as we drift.
Please care where we are going.
Please.
Realise, you are the gift.
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