Decant

Prepare me your dreams

And I will devour them

Keep yourself hidden

And I will search you out

Cloak me in adoration

And I will warm myself in my ego

Starve me of truth

And I will hunger for your lies

Fill me with sweet nothings

And I will empty myself of something

I am a glutton for your emptiness

A whore for your touch

I ardently hunger for your notice

Give me your vacuity and I will pour myself in

My Dear friend, if this is the message you have selected, then Spirit wishes to speak very specifically. This poem, is all about our relationships that we have. You have an incredible ability to give. You have great love for people and your give selflessly, effortlessly and with no expectation to receive anything in return. What a beloved soul you are. You know how to love and love very well. But Spirit is asking something else of you now. You do not need to learn how to give. You excel at it already. The time has come, for you to learn how to receive. No longer is it about pouring yourself out for another person or being , it is no longer about abandoning yourself or sacrificing yourself. The time has come for you to learn how to fill your own cup.

Some souls come to this earth as loving sentient beings. They come, as those who know love. But they come here to the Earth School, to learn what they don’t know.

You may have been going through life as a soul who knew love and therefore gives with ease. But you are now here to learn how to love the self. It is not your time to give to others endlessly. You have already learnt this. It is time to return to your power as whole being who is balanced in both the giving of love to others but also the giving of love to yourself.

For those who excel at giving love to others it is profoundly difficult to understand and process the importance of self love.

How do you abandon yourself? How do you show yourself love? Do you allow others to love you and to give to you, or do you push love and gifts away?

Do you choose relationships with people who give to you in the same way that you give to them?

It is time to assess your current relationships with people , as well as your relationship to everything e.g work, community, rest, play, joy etc.

Your happiness is essential. Spirit wants you to understand how important the power of simply being a joyful and receptive person is. They cannot give you what you so desperately desire, unless you work through this inner battle.

What do you dream of? How are you pushing away what you so desperately pray for.